*sigh*

[piasharn]

I got outbid at the last minute for a Dark Kingdom doujinshi on eBay. I know, I'm not supposed to be spending money. I do have that $3,800 to pay my parents back for getting a new engine put in my car.

But...

I don't know. I've just been feeling so down lately, and the doujinshi was only $9.50... it looked so cute, too.

I really shouldn't be complaining, y'know... Yeah, I've been feeling down, but it's not like anything really bad has happened lately *knock on wood* Then again, I think that's part of the problem; things are just so... so... apathetic. No sorrow, no pain, nothing. I'm just empty. Everything around me feels empty.

Still, I wish I had won that bid... some cute Kunzite x Zoisite stories would be nice right now.

I guess it's an appropriate end to a rather glum day.